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About Silver
Greetings,
My name is Silver, I am 36 years old, and reside in the
United Kingdom in Southampton.
During my time in this organisation, I have gone from being a list
member, to a member, to a
council member. I am extremely active within this organisation and
deem it my heart and soul.
Within the VC my functions are many, going from associate in charge
of applications and interviews,
to classes, public relations, and also a member of the zine staff..I
also run the UK/Europe offline
office. These are my official duties as a council member..
I feel it isn't so much the organisation that I am dedicated to, but
more to the people who frequent it
and belong to it. If they need my help, I try to be there for them in
any way that I can. Being an empathic vampire (although I have sanguine
tendencies), my main method of
energy gaining is through emotions, although I also psi feed quite
alot. I am more active within the
online community as being a single parent does not allow for an adult
social life, but I do however
keep in contact with several here in the UK and US via phone.
~Dark Blessings~
Silver
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Well well... Such a multi-dimensional question, and deserving of an
answer that best does it justice. It is my hope that I may provide
that here, without turning it into an article instead of an answer,
but somehow, I can't see that being possible to do. Well as we have
seen and been made to understand, there are more than a few ways with
which to gather energy and make the best use of it, but to break it
down to those who really have a limited understanding of these
methods, let's take it segment by segment.
Sanguinary ~ This is the singlemost misunderstood and often
misrepresented method of feeding, because the focus is on blood as
opposed to the prana energy contained within it. To borrow a visual
stimuli from Demoness Barbie, let us consider that the blood is like
a cup. One does not need the cup, do they? But that which is
contained in the cup, that being the dense prana energies, or life
giving energies. And in order to make use of those energies, one must
ingest the "cup" along with its contents in order to benefit from
them. Not being a sang vampire, I cannot give an accurate account of
what these energies actually feel like, so I will simply explain it
as I have understood it - Sang energy seems to be without a doubt a
very powerful type of energy, which is fast acting, and long
lasting. I think it must be said that although this is a rare method
of energy gain, it is one which seems to be the preferred type above
most other types.
Empathic ~ Now we are getting somewhere..These are more along my
lines because I am an empathic energy vampire, and I much prefer this
method. For me, these energies are very highly potent, and never fail
to keep me jazzed for sometimes days on end, depending upon the
situation. Emotional energy literally takes on a life of its own, and
depending on the degree of the emotions, the energy can be "flavored"
in a variety of ways. To me, this kind of energy consumption is very
highly addictive and I freely admit that when there is a viable
source, I will seek it. It is a method that I don't employ as often,
as far as feeding goes, because I desire certain types of emotional
energy, but when my favorite is available, nothing else out there is
anywhere close to being as potent to me as this. It's like being
burned from within by pure fire - it radiates from within, and
outwards, and is so very intoxicating!
Pranic ~ This is a very exciting, and exhilarating kind of energy..It
leaves you feeling about as alive as you can be. It awakens all your
senses and sends them reeling and spinning. This kind of energy can
be had even from just touching your lover or donor. It's like
plugging into the mains supply - it has a certain raw and pure feel
to it. It has been long since I experienced an energy exchange in
this way, but I am also told that some make an occasion of it, and
also sang feed whilst being intimate, thus heightening the already
overamped prana energy from this type of feed.
Psi ~ This is my regular method of energy gathering. It's always in
abundance, the energy is free and there for the taking, because it
has been released by the host it was once associated with. Therefore,
you need do nothing more than tap into the veritable energy stew all
around you. This kind of energy is rather like eating stew - you
never know what you're going to get. You can learn how to strain out
the energies you find useful and toss back out those you don't, or
you can do what I do, and become like a dry sponge and just absorb it
all as it comes and put it to the very best use for Self.
Negative ~ There are many different ways of feeding neg and I won't
be listing them all. So let's focus on one or two in particular -
conflict and stress. Having been hit with these energies on many
occasions, I can explain what they are like from my point of view,
but before I go any further, I must make it clear that for the most
part, I do not seek neg energies, not regularly that is. There are
times when I have been quite happy making use of a dose of conflict
because it helps me to purge any pent up frustration, and I end up
really amped at some point because of it, and yet slogged down too,
which probably sounds strange. The reason for this is, because this
is not my chosen method. As far as stress feeding goes, I have not
sought that out, but it doesn't mean I have never experienced it - To
me, it is very high-strung energy, but it gives me the sensation of
attempting to swim in a vat of oil, so I get that bogged down
feeling. But to the neg feeding vampire, this energy would be the
equivalent of one of my chosen empathy feeds.
Elemental ~ Elemental energy has a very different feel to it. For
me, it's like eating sweets - it's a rush, and then it's a come
down. But occasionally, I make use of a decent gael force wind, one
that takes whole branches off trees and sends them careening down the
street, and preferrably has an icy bite to it. Or a good thunder and
lightning storm, which unfortunately doesn't often happen, but when
it does, the energy is punchy.
Adaptive ~ This simply means that when the main source, for whatever
reasons, becomes unavailable, the vampire seeks other sources, and
employs those for health and well being. But more than this, the
vampire is able to incorporate them, and make viable use of them,
much like anyone who employed their chosen method would do.
Eclectic ~ This is the ability to both feed from all types of
available sources, but also the knowing that you require the various
different kinds of energies *that is, knowing THAT you need them,
WHEN you need them, and recognising which type in particular you need
specifically* these sources provide. Not simply taking them because
hey, they are available, and you CAN. It's like having a craving for
green beans today - you have your fill, are content, and the next
day, you probably will have sated that crave. But maybe the next day,
you have a sweet tooth. You sate the crave, and then it's gone.
Ok, epic proportions here, but I hope I have been clear, and that
this has helped. Have a safe and happy New Year to all.
Dark Blessings~
Silver
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