About Silver



Greetings,

My name is Silver, I am 36 years old, and reside in the United Kingdom in Southampton. During my time in this organisation, I have gone from being a list member, to a member, to a council member. I am extremely active within this organisation and deem it my heart and soul. Within the VC my functions are many, going from associate in charge of applications and interviews, to classes, public relations, and also a member of the zine staff..I also run the UK/Europe offline office. These are my official duties as a council member..

I feel it isn't so much the organisation that I am dedicated to, but more to the people who frequent it and belong to it. If they need my help, I try to be there for them in any way that I can. Being an empathic vampire (although I have sanguine tendencies), my main method of energy gaining is through emotions, although I also psi feed quite alot. I am more active within the online community as being a single parent does not allow for an adult social life, but I do however keep in contact with several here in the UK and US via phone.

~Dark Blessings~
Silver



Well well... Such a multi-dimensional question, and deserving of an answer that best does it justice. It is my hope that I may provide that here, without turning it into an article instead of an answer, but somehow, I can't see that being possible to do. Well as we have seen and been made to understand, there are more than a few ways with which to gather energy and make the best use of it, but to break it down to those who really have a limited understanding of these methods, let's take it segment by segment.

Sanguinary ~ This is the singlemost misunderstood and often misrepresented method of feeding, because the focus is on blood as opposed to the prana energy contained within it. To borrow a visual stimuli from Demoness Barbie, let us consider that the blood is like a cup. One does not need the cup, do they? But that which is contained in the cup, that being the dense prana energies, or life giving energies. And in order to make use of those energies, one must ingest the "cup" along with its contents in order to benefit from them. Not being a sang vampire, I cannot give an accurate account of what these energies actually feel like, so I will simply explain it as I have understood it - Sang energy seems to be without a doubt a very powerful type of energy, which is fast acting, and long lasting. I think it must be said that although this is a rare method of energy gain, it is one which seems to be the preferred type above most other types.

Empathic ~ Now we are getting somewhere..These are more along my lines because I am an empathic energy vampire, and I much prefer this method. For me, these energies are very highly potent, and never fail to keep me jazzed for sometimes days on end, depending upon the situation. Emotional energy literally takes on a life of its own, and depending on the degree of the emotions, the energy can be "flavored" in a variety of ways. To me, this kind of energy consumption is very highly addictive and I freely admit that when there is a viable source, I will seek it. It is a method that I don't employ as often, as far as feeding goes, because I desire certain types of emotional energy, but when my favorite is available, nothing else out there is anywhere close to being as potent to me as this. It's like being burned from within by pure fire - it radiates from within, and outwards, and is so very intoxicating!

Pranic ~ This is a very exciting, and exhilarating kind of energy..It leaves you feeling about as alive as you can be. It awakens all your senses and sends them reeling and spinning. This kind of energy can be had even from just touching your lover or donor. It's like plugging into the mains supply - it has a certain raw and pure feel to it. It has been long since I experienced an energy exchange in this way, but I am also told that some make an occasion of it, and also sang feed whilst being intimate, thus heightening the already overamped prana energy from this type of feed.

Psi ~ This is my regular method of energy gathering. It's always in abundance, the energy is free and there for the taking, because it has been released by the host it was once associated with. Therefore, you need do nothing more than tap into the veritable energy stew all around you. This kind of energy is rather like eating stew - you never know what you're going to get. You can learn how to strain out the energies you find useful and toss back out those you don't, or you can do what I do, and become like a dry sponge and just absorb it all as it comes and put it to the very best use for Self.

Negative ~ There are many different ways of feeding neg and I won't be listing them all. So let's focus on one or two in particular - conflict and stress. Having been hit with these energies on many occasions, I can explain what they are like from my point of view, but before I go any further, I must make it clear that for the most part, I do not seek neg energies, not regularly that is. There are times when I have been quite happy making use of a dose of conflict because it helps me to purge any pent up frustration, and I end up really amped at some point because of it, and yet slogged down too, which probably sounds strange. The reason for this is, because this is not my chosen method. As far as stress feeding goes, I have not sought that out, but it doesn't mean I have never experienced it - To me, it is very high-strung energy, but it gives me the sensation of attempting to swim in a vat of oil, so I get that bogged down feeling. But to the neg feeding vampire, this energy would be the equivalent of one of my chosen empathy feeds.

Elemental ~ Elemental energy has a very different feel to it. For me, it's like eating sweets - it's a rush, and then it's a come down. But occasionally, I make use of a decent gael force wind, one that takes whole branches off trees and sends them careening down the street, and preferrably has an icy bite to it. Or a good thunder and lightning storm, which unfortunately doesn't often happen, but when it does, the energy is punchy.

Adaptive ~ This simply means that when the main source, for whatever reasons, becomes unavailable, the vampire seeks other sources, and employs those for health and well being. But more than this, the vampire is able to incorporate them, and make viable use of them, much like anyone who employed their chosen method would do.

Eclectic ~ This is the ability to both feed from all types of available sources, but also the knowing that you require the various different kinds of energies *that is, knowing THAT you need them, WHEN you need them, and recognising which type in particular you need specifically* these sources provide. Not simply taking them because hey, they are available, and you CAN. It's like having a craving for green beans today - you have your fill, are content, and the next day, you probably will have sated that crave. But maybe the next day, you have a sweet tooth. You sate the crave, and then it's gone.

Ok, epic proportions here, but I hope I have been clear, and that this has helped. Have a safe and happy New Year to all.

Dark Blessings~
Silver

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